The princess

The galaxy in her eyes are filled with numerous massive explosion. She tries to hide all her miseries and that's when you know she's a complete mystery. Sees everything and says something, hides anything and tries to feel nothing. This wall is getting thicker and higher as it gets, even she herself can't tear them down. Inside this labyrinth she feels secure, bushed of where she should really be. She has placed her heart in a jar, buried in a tomb where another Great Wall serves as its sanctuary. All these eyes could see what she tries to hide, slowly and unconsciously it suffocates her, making her live by just breathing but not feeling. 

And everything just landed and collided with an unknown reason and for all of it has everything what seems to be a clandestine. It has unconsciously molded all these galaxies and gave her a castle where she locked herself in. When all you're left to do is nothing else but to lay down underneath the stars reaching out to where you should be but couldn't be. A lifelong invisible tranquility has yet to be lived and seen. She has chosen to stay in a place where she knows she'll never have to die a hundred times a day, she chose to stay away from all the great possibilities and chances life may bring. No she's not a monster, she's an angel who has broken wings that has lost the ability to fly freely and reach the stars. Instead, here she is gazing upon them wishing she could regain the strength and courage to get near them again. In this isolated castle that only she herself knows where it stands, she has longed for things longer than the existence of the earth. Unchained and unharmed yet completely incomplete. She tried to keep it a safer place but each time a brave stranger comes along, she undoubtedly entrusts it to him. Let's him inside and attend to his needs, makes him feel comfortable and at home all because she has waited that long. She's more concerned of this person's journey rather than the fact that she has put so much into keeping herself alive. It ends up the same way every time, it's like she has been stuck in a loop. She should've learned her lesson and be terrified by even just the thought of it but no, she wails and waits. Until one day, death disguised into a majestic lad with a heartfelt aura came knocking on her door. She was greatly deceived and gave in. From a single castle she has built an empire for him, covered in gold and greatly abundant in everything that one can think of. He unmasked himself but because she already loves him deeply that she let love right through herself, wounded each day she tried to heal. As she was on her way to him he unintentionally hurt her neck and almost cut a vein that would eventually kill her. Not wanting to take the blame he took everything that was all from her and fled, leaving her with just the clothing she has on and a piece of a brick.

Hurt and drowned in misery she went after to look for him leaving all that she has left. Walking and running through the forest and across the stream until she reaches the cliff that she has to cross to get to him. With nothing but a broken heart she did all that she could even if it meant death, she tried to take a leap and jump over but unfortunately she fell and hit her head on the rock. Still she tried to get up but fell again this time the current of the water took her and onto the waterfalls. The next thing she knew is that there was a group of people in this huge city that helped her, they told her that she was in a state of coma and almost didn't make it for two days. It was not yet her time to go. She needed time to recover and when the time came she vowed never to let anyone in ever again. This time she's stronger and wiser, she's ready to face the world out there. The princess has finally realized she doesn't need anyone may it be a prince to be strong. She only needs herself alone and keep her head up high.

(OCTOBER 2016)