There maybe lot of things that you made us disappointed and all but I never learned to hate you not even for the worst thing that happened in our family, not only because mom taught me well but also because she always reminds me of the fact that whatever happens you're my dad and no one could ever change that. I am proud of you dad, I enjoyed staying for a while in your new office just because it makes me happy to see and to know that you're not one of those "TRAPO", how you speak to people with lower or higher rank than you, how you help those in need without hesitations, how you treat your people, how much of a good and humble leader you are. I love you with all my heart you may never be the ideal nor the perfect father there is, but you know how much I love you. No matter how much hurt we've been through, you know I still love you as much, you are my dad and nothing can ever change that, not even the times you tend to forget, not even the times you tend to be irresponsible. I love you dada, mom has tried to discipline me in every way that she can, yet you were always there spoiling me. I have been too much of a headstrong that I even turned my back not only to mom but also to you, yet you both still love me as much. I know how much you can get mad when someone tries to hurt me, because I saw how you undeniably defended me, that dim headlight of the car when you were teaching me how to drive. Yes, that incident Dad. 'Til now I still can't believe it. Even the time when I was with someone, we were riding the scooter and accidentally the front wheel fell onto the manhole, you got so mad because I had minor bruises. You never choose anyone whom you're going to defend me from, that is why I know that no matter how irresponsible you may be from your financial duties as our dad, you love me and that you would die for me. I love you dad, I love you and I will never get tired of saying and showing it to you.
I may have grew up without you by my side but you never fail to pay me a visit at mom's house, give me allowances, take me out, etc. But it's more than the allowance you give me Dad, it's more than that. I want to let you know that I miss you everyday that we're apart, I needed, wanted, and longed for you ever since our family fell apart. But I'm still thankful, blessed, and grateful to have you. Even though you're busy being the head of TPRS at Caloocan City Hall, you still find time for me. Dad, I remember how you cried when Mom asked you to give a message for me during my debut. Knowing you, you're not that type of person who would take the microphone and give a sincere heartfelt message in front of a huge crowd. It was a complete silence for about 10 seconds, I was sitting in front facing the crowd. We were all waiting for you to make a speech. You were holding back your tears, I was already crying, our hearts spoke to each other. You took a deep breath and finally spoke. I remember what you said that night Dad, "Kung mabubuhay ako ulit at pwede akong pumili ng magiging anak, ikaw at ikaw pa rin ang pipiliin kong anak ko. I love you tabuching." Then I can't help but cry as well as the guests, even Mom. The message was so short but I felt your love Daddy, everyone did. Dad, don't worry too much if I'm a lady now, you know I'm still your baby, I make funny faces with you and be silly with you even around crowds. Don't worry dad, I'm still and will always be your princess, your star baby angel, your tabuching, your chicken, and most of all your daughter. Yes, you are my dad, and no other father can be a comparison to you, for the last time... You may never be the ideal father nor spouse but I am still blessed and thankful that you're my dad. We may have gotten separated from each other but your love for me never faded through time but it only has grown stronger; I will never be ashamed to let everyone know how much I love you Dada and I will never be shy to act silly with you around anyone.
I have proven how much you would fight for me, how you don't want me to get hurt, how much you're proud of me. You're my knight in shining armor. You're my number one "padrino" ever since. "KUNSINTIDOR" as mom would always address. No matter how much old I am I will forever be PROUD TO BE DADDY'S GIRL. There are things which only the two of us can understand and no one else will get our "kulitan" The blairwitch, mukha ng matanda, puccini, gage, weights-weights, and a whole lot more. Whenever I'm with with you Daddy I forget how old I am. I don't care about people seeing us goofing around, laughing hysterically, dancing crazily and above all being so clingy with each other. I am forever my Daddy's Princess, Star Baby Angel, Baby Girl, etc.I may be no one's Duchess but to this King I will forevermore be his Princess. I love you Daddy. You're my NUMBER 1 guy and I'm your NUMBER 1 gal.
(NOVEMBER 2015)
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