I don't want to be somebody's crush. I want people to like the real me and if you can't deal with it you're free to walk out the door. I won't stress myself and waste my time waiting and believing lies, holding on to false hopes. Yes, I still do believe in love and in forever but at this very moment I really love my life too much, I'm enjoying my life. As of now, I am in love with the idea of being in love. I felt like it was a total relief, I was stagnant like water in an abandoned well for 3 years. I locked myself in until I found the key.
Say what you want to; think what you think you know. My life is an open book but it doesn't always go as 'what you see is what you get'. The sub-chapters are the most meaningful ones; people come and go. Feelings fade, moments turn into memories, life goes on like HK Disneyland's Space Mountain wherein all you could do is just to tuck yourself in on that ride, pitch black everywhere, and you don't even have a clue whether you'd go up or down. Just enjoy it, those crazy loops that you think would make you fall off from the ride are just part of it. Relax and keep that seat belt on.
Life is amazing, completely amazing. We may get scared and scarred, we may never get immune and used with it and most of them might not heal but with these flaws and bruises do we revive, resurrect and polished to be better and stronger than who we were.
(2016)
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