It has been two months since I was hospitalized, that made me realize a lot of things. I once thought that the "YOLO" thing was just nothing, same thing with "Live everyday like it's your last", and the like. But then I remember that moment when I could barely open my eyes and all that is clear to me is that I can see light, then I went back to sleep; it felt like I've been asleep for such a long time. I don't have any assurance that if I go back to sleep I'd still have the chance to wake up, so when I was getting better the first thing I did was to say 'Thank You' to God. I'm not really afraid to die, but I am very thankful that I am alive, that He gave me another chance to continue to live.
There's more to life than pain and suffering. It's true that we all have to live everyday like it's our last. I'm now doing everything I should have done and enjoyed years back, I don't regret anything 'coz it still once made me happy. There's so much learning and realization in it and I am thankful for the hurt it caused me, if not for it maybe I wouldn't be who I am right now and who I will become later in the near future. From the agony I have gained more strength, it made me better than who I was. I am getting better and better everyday and in every way. Thank you to those people who never left me in my deepest darkest times, friends, relatives, and most especially my family. And to you who was the main reason why I got back up, you were there for me when I was still reminiscing and feeling blue. You pulled me back to the right track led me back to the life that I deserve, I simply thank you.
I am truly blessed with true people in my life. We must know that some people and some moments were meant to be part of our lives not permanently but only for a moment, but along with that they have a valuable lesson that taught us a lot.
(NOVEMBER 2014)
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