Purge

The dark side of the moon has awaken once more. Now darker and more evil than before. I have grown and aged with anger and hatred in my heart though I cling on to God but most times I already don't. The vengeance if this feeling continually lives. It has stopped and was filled with love when he came, I opened up myself not only to him but to everyone else especially my family but when he betrayed me the anger and the hatred was fueled up giving me more strength and encouragement to seek evil and injustice. Once in a while consciousness takes its place but then this parasite is immortal and has advanced its immortality.

It has grown to be stronger and deeper than before, the bleeding blood of sacrifice now flows like the waterfalls. It has awakened, with a more dreadful being. Circulates my whole system, more and more each day. Why do I seem to not know what I want in life? It's because what I really want is to unleash the beast growling with madness within. Wipe these tears of my black heart and let it do what it longs to do.

(APRIL 2017)