Goodbye is all there is left to say

And here we've reached the end of the tunnel. We started out as strangers and now we're strangers sharing memories of each other. I used to run after you, I used to look for you every day, and patiently wait for your message but I got tired. I got tired of hoping and believing and you made letting go easier when you told me you met a "nice girl" that's when I decided to end it. End it without holding back, end it without even trying again. A month has passed and you surprisingly sent me a message on iMessage (which you've never used since time immemorial) and Whatsapp (you seldom use this app). It got me thinking 'why'? Why do you even want to know how I'm doing? No more games. Enough of your games. I'm not going back, goodbye is goodbye. I gave you your chance a lot of times. I stood by your side even on your most difficult times, I was with you. I never asked for anything in return but don't you think it's enough? Just like everyone else you told me that I'm too much and that's when I had enough. There's nothing left to say, one year is long enough for this fantasy. I was contented with what you can give me. It was always 70:30, always. I've had enough.

I didn't replied to your message in neither of the applications you used not because I've forgotten about you but because I'm done. Wherever you are right now, whoever you are with all I wish for you is happiness.

/MX/
(JUNE 2017)