Fallacious Notation

Love doesn't always happen at first sight, sometimes it's by falling-- developing feelings unexpectedly, and sometimes we may think it's by accident. Having that someone as a part of your life is a choice; being close friends is a choice. At first things were so right, sharing laughter, silly stories, secrets, pain, and hurt. But as days went by, why does it all of a sudden changed into something else? Why? Where was the guy whom I knew? The guy whom I enjoyed being with? Why did you go away?

Things don't always fall into the right place, and that was what happened. Please don't treat me this way because I know I'll never have a chance with you. There could never be an us. A dream began a dream that is only meant for dreaming. A love that is only meant for wishing.

Everything is an illusion, I was deceived by your sweetness, and maybe I assumed it was something else. I was captured by your actions, and I fell into your arms. The rain is pouring. I feel cold, could you still be here for me like the old days when you lock me into your arms, and feel the warmth of your sweet embrace? I begin to shiver, shiver not from feeling cold but from the coldness of us. It wasn't supposed to be like this, this isn't right. I want to stop myself from falling further more so please stop treating me so special. I don't need it but I want it, I want you, I wanted you. 

/KA/
(SEPTEMBER 2010)