He could have been the one

I have never loved someone more than I love myself, my religion, my family, and my life. I never even believed that it could be possible to love someone so much that you'd be willing to risk it all for them. He could have been the one I'd be sleeping and waking up each day with, he could have been the one that I'd go to places I've never been, the one that I'd be going on adventures with, enjoying all the scrumptious foods in various places with. The one that could have been my buddy in everything, movies, cuddles, arcades, karaokes, dance floors. He could have been the one I'm enjoying watching all the silly videos we made, the one that could have been by my side reminiscing moments from our photos together, talking about anything under the sun. Star gazing, taking the dogs out for a walk, biking, strolling, picnics, travel, road trips, and sweet nothings.

He could have been the one I'm sharing every moment with, celebrating every red-letter-day with. Anything, everything could have turned into something but it all ended with nothing. He was my knight in shining armor, my prince charming, my Romeo, my happily ever after, my happiness and sorrow, my strength and weakness, my possible and impossible. He was everything I ever dreamed of; he was my fantasy in reality. He could have been the one I'd lovingly spend the remaining days of my life with, the one that I'd love to see when I get home from work, the one who'd be called "Daddy" by my children, the one I'd be with through anything.

I gave him all the love I never knew existed, I was at my worst and he loved me at his best as I did loved him that much too. I guess he never even really loved me more than love itself. He could have been the one that I would love 'til we're eighty, he could have been the one that I would love 'til my last breath. But to him I'm a headache thus he gave me heartache that would take much time to heal, he was my forever but to him I was his whatever, he was my everything but to him I was nothing. He's not just someone because he could have been the one.

/MS/
(MARCH 2015)

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